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Busy... Signed up for independent study summer school since I'm behind on credits from my Freshman year (I'm going into my Junior year). Also have freebie requests to fulfill and a lazy-ass manner to correct. o-o'' Having depression doesn't really help. =w='' As if being a teenager isn't hard enough on its own. @<@
My psychologist is changing my medicine again, I'm guessing it's harder to find the right medication for a teenager than it is for an adult, since I'm still developing psychologically and physically. Plus, y'know, most medications that treat depression or anxiousness are made for adults, and make some teenagers suicidal. Hasn't happened to me yet, thank goodness. I'm just grouchy. Right now though, mostly the stress and feeling anxious since I haven't finished my weekly amount of work and my summer school appointment is today. Countdown - it is now 8:30 AM, appointment at 1:15 PM. If I don't get sidetracked and if I avoid playing EE or filling freebie requests in the forums or sleeping, then I'll have about four hours. Oh great. *theoretically faints for the drama of it all*
Well, anyway... I hope everybody's doing better than me. Well wishes. ow~
Be careful where you step.
FYI: I'm temporarily not going over my notifications, it's more important I concentrate on more commonly mood-boosting things. Sorry for the wait.
This year has been pretty tough so far, but thankfully I've got my family, boyfriend (Joshua), my dog (Nellie), and lots of things to do. I've got friends too, but I've been isolating myself in most ways. Not necessarily healthy, but I get overwhelmed trying to talk to them all and a lot of the time I'm just trying to avoid thinking and talking about the things that have happened. It's just me, Nellie, Joshua, some family, my Creative Bible, and the Internet.
Long story short, I've been strugglin
INFP/ partial INFJ
I took the MBTI personality test this year, and have gotten both INFP (in the 16personalities.com test with a ton of questions) and INFJ (in most of the other MBTI personality tests). Has anyone else taken any of the MBTI tests, and what were your results?
At the very least this video is a delight for the creative and creative-appreciative folk. :)
P.S. Couldn't figure out how to move this Journal from Personal to just General, so it goes in Journals > Art Features. Puzzling, that.
Good News
I'm trying to be more positive, but it's hard some days so I only have some good news.
I've been accepted for SSI, so that's a big weight off my shoulders. Now I just need that blasted letter to come that the woman said would come at the beginning of the week, a week ago.
I'm being given more and more chances to spend time with our cats now that I'm trying to move around the house more and read instead of sleeping.
Valentine's Day is nearing, one of my favorite Holidays. I hope to make fudgy cupcakes for my loved ones the week of and give them out.
Song: A Great Big World ft. Christina Aguilera - Say Something / Ingrid Michaelson -
Things and Thoughts About Depression
I haven't been in a good way for a while, but I might bog down anyone with details (especially myself) so I'll try to just go over a few things that are happening in my life.
- I'm applying for SSI, as in disability because of depression, anxiety, and ADD.
- My late grandmother's Birthday was the 13th, she died this last year and I miss her so, faults and all. Those of you who still have your loved ones, cherish them because nothing is forever, we're all mortal in the end. I'm trying to cherish the ones I have left, I am, but it's hard to get out of this depression.
- I'm going to try to get out of the house more and branch out, but no pro
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